WORDS of today

the airport before i left..




the failed chemistry experiment...pfft!

im coming home tomorrow! =)

guess what happened today! i hurt my toe!

i was doing my school hw, then my brother came to me...

andrew: send me to mr siva!
chris: no car.
andrew: no,mum said walk me there.
chris: you cannot walk alone?
andrew: mum said cannot!

so walking walking walking....

chris: lets play football! *tries to kick a small rock,but misses and kicks the ground and slips!*

so damn embarresing,man. he was laughing at me! and there i was...on the ground! shouting ion pain! there was blood all over my toe! and so, i limped back and asked my other brother to go send him there.

it was so so pain! and i know,im a man. im suppose to be tough. but i cannot stand pain. even when im going for injections! you should see my face la. hahahaha!

see my toe!

this is by far, the WORST holiday i have ever had la.
i dont know if i should be happy or sad.
nothing really seems REAL.........................................

yay! im back in malaysia! i feel so happy la. =)

but it kinda sucks. cause everybody is college. my parents have work. my brother's have school. what am i gonna do at home? i mean its not like im gonna spend my whole holidays doing homework.

right now...im too lazy to start my homework. im too lazy to go out. lazy = bored.

anyways! see my hostel people!




john: my MALAYSIAN friend. my best friend =)

tony: TAIWAN. he's damn rich. but he pretends like he has no money..

ayush: INDIA. his younger than all of us. but the smartest. actually,a bit too smart. haha!

eskor: NIGERIA. rich kid. the next shakespear. hahaha!

savy: INDIA. turban tornado!

rowland: PHILIPPINES. he and his "super wave".

amanda: NIGERIA. her hair is like plasticine la. it can be made to any shape!

luigi: VIETNAM. the smartest guy in the whole school!

nalaka: SRI LANKA. he hates indian. he hates black people. HAHAHAHA!

champ: THAILAND. the most innocent guy la. "in my country,we are not allowed to have ERECTION" hahahah! what he meant to say was ELECTION. hahahaha!


niko: INDONESIA. he's always missing during the weekends.

how does it feel ? to have plans ? big big plans?

how does it feel if your plans were crushed just like that! *snap* =(

me and daryl performed today !
yup . another original piece from the production of cddc ! 
oh happy teachers day to teachers...

anitha makes me happy !

A LOT of things have changed . 

people have been judging me a lot lately . for what ? i dont know . things i've been doing . the way i've been treating her . the way i've been acting . but i guess that okay . thats what people do, right ? who am i to stop them from speaking their mind ? 

there are things in my life at which i cant just tell anyone . i have reasons for my actions . it isnt as easy as it looks . there are complications .

anyways , im leaving for kelantan . aiyooo . no physics tuition for a week . thats like my favourite tuition . so fun la .

GO KUNING !!!

we're the BEST of the best !

a song composed specially for pn regu :

Guruku yang Tersayang

hatiku terluka bila melihat kamu pergi
kaulah yang membimbing ku 
ke arah kecermelangan

inilah saat terakhir
sudah tiba masa
untuk memulakan
perjalanan yang baru 

selamat tinggal ku ucap kepada mu
guruku yang tersayang
wajah mu masih segar dalam ingatan ku
tanpa ku hilang tujuan ku

jantungku berdebar bila melihat kamu pergi
kaulah yand menentu
kejayaan kami

perjalanan mu hampir tamat
sudah tiba masa
untuk memulakan
perjalanan yang baru

selamat tinggal ku ucap kepada mu
guruku yang tersayang
wajah mu masih segar dalam ingatan ku
tanpa mu ku hilang tujuan ku

inilah suatu cerita tentang
perpisahan pelajar dengan
seorang guru yang tersayang

terima kasih ku ucap kepada mu
guruku yang tersayang
ku memohon maaf atas segala-gala kesalahan ku
tanpa mu ku tidak akan berada di sini 

..................................................................

sang by : daryl and chris

SELAMAT
HARI RAYA !!!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI

the most ironic thing just happened =) okay , i came back from school . ordered my lunch . and my mom called me =) and guess what ! its her birthday =) how could i have forgotten . i really am a bad son . anyways ...

to my mummy :



i really do =) so much . thank you for everything . HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MOM =)

there was school today =) i know, i know ... it isnt really a good thing . but it didnt turn out bad at all . it was fun actually =)

i got to do 'lewat bawah' this morning . its cool la although i've never done it before . its funny why people still come even if its still 8 . on the other side , i got to miss the whole of perhimpunan . i kinda regret it cause i feel like i missed out on something important . too bad for me ....

oh , i started gel-ing up my hair today . i know its not that noticable cause my hair's still really short . anyways , i guess i'll be wearing it from now on =) except maybe mondays and wednesdays .

pn yong has been picking on me lately . why ! i mean i've been and still am a good boy . she says im becoming defensive and cheeky . whats that suppose to mean !   

In a few hours , we're gonna celebrate our independence day . I don't know if i'll stay up for the count down . Even so , i think the loud noises from the fireworks would wake me if by any chance i DO fall asleep .



anyways ,

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA !!!

I'm starting to wonder why ever went bald . What was i thinking ? I mean i dont even look good . I'm not the sort of person who would be able to pull it off =( Now i know why so many people said 'no' when i wanted to go bald .

I can still remember how cik uma reacted when she saw me . It was like "christopher ! why did you cut your hair like that ?" . Oh , and pn yong . She was like " what happened to your hair , christopher ?" .

And 'anitha' ... she doesn't seem to like it . She said i've lost all her signs of affection . Pfft . I mean what's that suppose to mean ???

I really want my hair back !

I had 3 hours of add maths this morning ... pfft . I'm not complaining or anything but that's a little bit too much , isn't it . I mean i had a really bad headache after that .

I feel so crappy now =(

I wish i was in tuition now . Weird , isn't it ?

Prefect's dinner was so fun . It's one of the most entertaining dinner's i have ever been too .

Lets see ... i wore a suit . Yup . A coat and a tie . I looked so smart , i could have been hotel manager for the day . I can already see it . Christopher Sien , Hotel Manager , Legend Hotel . Wow ! Doesn't that sound good . It looks appealing too .

Anyway , i got there quite early . Around 6 . I thought i would be the earliest but apparently the form 2's were already there . Haha . So , i walked around . Exploring 'my' hotel . Its really big , you know . Me and devaraj were suppose to escort pn aziah to the restaurant . And we were so excited cause we were wearing sunglasses . We almost looked like body guards . Anyway , we waited at the lobby . After 30 minutes , she still wasnt there . So , devaraj called abi . Pn Aziah was already there ! What !!! And they started without us . Pfft .

And so we went up to the restaurant . The whole place were full . Haha . And you know what ! The form 5 girls ( joanne n , samantha , yee may , dee may , fausha , joanne c ) asked me to sit with them . It was funny cause everyone was sitting in their own forms except me . I was sitting with form 5 girl =) Haha . People started asking why i was sitting there too . It was cool la . I got to TALK (not flirt) to them . Wow !

So , the dinner got off with a great start . We started eating . The food there was great especially the chocolate mousse . That was the 'best' . I got so full eating all so much of mousse , i didnt have space for ice-cream . Haha .

The performances began after the eating . It started with the form 2's . They did a play . I think its about "10 ways to impress a girl" . It was really funny la . They came up with lot of crazy stuffs guys usually do to impress girls . Stuff i do too .

The form 3's sang and performed too . They did really well . It was like the highlight of the event . They started by singing . They started it really well . They dimmed the light and held candles and started to sing . After that they performed the group cheers from the prefect camp . Then , they sang again and danced . It was really nice la .

Next , the form 4's . We did a play . It was about the EXCO board who were stressed out by the under-performing prefects (which included me) and went on a vacation . On the way to an island , they hit an iceberg and landed on an island . Then , they were attacked and captured by a tribe . So , the prefects (including me) went to save them . And it was like the only way to get them back is to play a game of football . Its hard to explain la but if you did see the play , you would have laughed . It was funny =)

After the performances , everyone started taking pictures . And you wouldn't guess how many people (mostly the form 5 girls) took pictures with me . Haha . I dont understand . I mean i dont really do well in pictures and therefore i dont look nice in pictures . Anyway , it was a great dinner .

Somehow or rather , i wish i could go back and experience it all over again =)

i am ...

* pathetic
* crappy
* " insensitive "
* useless
* " shallow "
* irresponsible
* screwed up
* a mess
* lazy
* unwanted
* a burden

why ...?

* say the wrong things all the time
* am i hated
* do i do the wrong things
* do i suck
* am i feeling so depressed today

Its been a while since i last blog . Therefore , you deserve something productive from me .

Well , a lot has happened since i last blog . Im an official prefect now . And those things i said about looking good in the prefect uniform , i take them back . I look weird . Yet , i dont understand why so many of the form 5 girls were lining up to take pictures with me . There was this one picture where i was surrounded by 7 girls . Haha . Yea ... every guy's dream .

Anyway , that day , 21st July 2006 , was one of the happiest day of my life . Why ? Pfft ... I'm not telling .

This week was exam week . Yup . 5 days of back to back exams . Sometimes , i can't believe how i actually go through this kind of stuff .

Hey , how do i insert pictures into this thing !!?